你的明天有多快乐不是我的, 我们的爱是唱一半的歌 ♥
♥' paranoid,
Saturday, 29 August 2009 -{'00:11
Hiiiiii :) i'm back ;D
i'm sooo looking forward to tchers' day on monday! ^^ excludes th time in BDS. who gives a shit? not me :) only looking frward in gg bck to bgps, seeing all those tchers i miss lottttts. its a pity my favfavfav tcher ever in this whole world, Mr Dzar won't be thr ): booos. making cupcakes & cookies, packed nicely & giving to those bgps tchers yeah! ;D will be giving some to those friends i miss lots in bgps if i have too ;D but this Mardhati isn't gg ! ): booo, i miss you lots eh ):
first of all, Sorry x 1000000000000000000000000000 to Leora Lee, cause my mum disallowed you to come tmr. i'm so sorry ):
today was kinda okay. aftnoon, fetched Shihui with mum, then went to eastpoint's redman thingy thingy. LOL. bought our stuffs, left fr th giant Giant. hehez. ^^ walked around, crapped around, bought 10 packets of M&M, flour, caster sugar, egg, 2 packets of milk, FBTs (LOL) etcetc. :) then we crapped around, lol! gg out fr dinner with family ltr ^^
Oh yay, Shihui's coming over tmr fr almost th whole day. we've got damn lots to bake. Cookies & Cupcakes. (alot of batches) &&! we're still gonna wrap them up nicely ^^ yay, nice & long day tmr. Lol!
i used to smile/laugh when i see those msgs you sent me,
you promised you wouldn't _____ anymore,
but, do you still _____ ? :/
you asked me not to ________, & i didn't.
but now, i think even if i ________,
you won't give a effin' damn.
just, what do i mean to you ?
what happened .. ?
we used to be so close,
we used to care fr each other,
you even said ______ to me,
but now, why have things changed so much ?
seeing those msgs you sent me, used to always cheer me up,
it will always turn tht frown of mine upside down.
but now, idk why, they turned to tears.
i guess you're not gonna understand me,
i guess you're not gonna care,
i wanna forget you, i really really want to.
but, i can't get myself out of th past,
i can't get you out of my mind.
i'm sick of getting hurt,
i'm afraid of getting hurt ..
pls, why must you torture me like this ..? ):
