你的明天有多快乐不是我的, 我们的爱是唱一半的歌 ♥
♥' betterintime,
Monday, 29 June 2009 -{'01:15
hello pple, :)
day 1 @ sch today, sucks. although i didn't get busted fr undone hw lah ^^ .
k, ah. met Verona @ my hse thr th opening. k i don't think any of you will understand. lmao but anws. she was so late ok. so i waited @ th playground & i could hear th parrots from my hse which is pretty far. NOISY. zzz. & anw. met Verona & her friend, Wang Min. sorry if i spell your name wrong ah :x then walked to sch. 2 tchers' whom idk what's their name, LOL. asked us blahblah qns. then uh. went up to class, Ms Lim stopped us fr getting into th class, asked blahblah qns. then like tht luh, crapz. then lalala. take temp, changed sitting arrangements, now sitting with Aikanshi, again ._. pls luh, BLOODY BIAS LAH MS LIM. RACHEL DANA NATALIE & YING RUN GET TO SIT TGT LUH. BIAS ALSO NO NEED BIAS TILL LIKE THT RIGHT. KNNB LA. BIAS TO ALL YOUR DOGS -.-" urghz. blahblahblah. idk what to say. blank.
aft sch, went to erms. tamp's KFC to eat. $8 bucks gone. boo ): laughed hell lots with those 2 retarded idiots, Verona & Shi Hui ^^ haha. then left fr home. like tht luh. th damn parrots are driving me crazy !
tag replies .
Shihui :D: Oh Hao Zhi is my friend :x He despo hahah.
hao zhi- shihui: oi stupid shi hui i am not DESPO! u dumb!
; Finefine, both of you despo k ?
hao zhi: hahaha.. yeah i am damn random.. :D
; lmao ?
YIMIN.: Sure :D
; linked :)
♥Twinny: Will your karma so fast increase one. o.o
♥Twinny: eh wht am i talking abt -,-
♥Twinny: i mean, how come your karma increase so fast one.
; fast meh? i still think slow. LOL.
Clare.TMY: smarty(!), someday go back bgps want?
; Lols ok but can go in meh.
♥Twinny: Hahahhah *Spams*!
♥Twinny: Lallalaaa
♥Twinny: Love (♥)
♥Twinny: hehehe zaijian
; omg you spammer. LOL. fine, i'll spam you back ^^ haha (♥)
i'm sorry, if i've hurt you,
just because, i didn't trust you.
but, you were th one who did me wrong first.
you lied to me, & tht lie, i just think.
its unforgivable.
how do you expect me to trust you,
aft you made tht lie .. ?
well, i'm just sorry,
tht i chose to trust him instead of you,
yes, you're right.
i don't know him v well, but you do.
i know, he lies more then you,
but. i act like i don't know anything.
because i wanted him to stay with me.
& i'm sorry, fr not trusting you.
i'm sorry if you're dissapointed,
& i'm sorry, if i've hurt you.
but, if it wasn't fr you,
i wouldn't have known him.
yah. you were trying to make it up to me perhaps.
by letting me meet xxx,
& forgetting th hurt & pain you caused me with what you've done.
Although, maybe. just maybe,
staying with you, would be much better.
but, i guess.
its all fate.
thks, fr all tht you've done fr me.
caring fr me, cheering me up when i was down.
always being thr.
yah, i know i wasn't a good girlfriend,
but. @ least i didn't pretend like you did.
you acted like you actually loved me so much,
being thr fr me all th time,
but i finally know th reason why,
you told me, not to tell anyone.
tht i was with you b4.
because, you didn't wanna let her know.
aft knowing this, do you still think i can trust you ?
everyone has been asking why,
i've suddenly changed so much aft tht.
&, tht cut you made in my heart,
made a scar tht can not be removed.
how much it hurts, to have heard tht, FROM YOU.
yes, you were truthful to me in th end but.
you weren't faithful to me @ all.
but, i still wanna thk you fr being thr fr me,
as a boyfriend, or just a friend.
i really appreciate it, & i'm sorry i didn't trust you.
i'm regretting it.
i really am.
